complicated

love from the start is a confusing matter haiz...
why must we love.
at times love is happy but there were sad times too.
just want to be alone sometimes.
haiz.

late posting

hmmp went to lunar see lollipop!~
haha i love owodog!!!!
so fuckin handsome.
was very happy to shake his warmth hand ahah!
he really look kinda like edison omgh
owodog rock

after so LONG!

hmm finally blogging agn. its been really long since i last blogged!
well today is saturday, but i'm staying at home. outside kinda drizzling bored...
hai hmm recently nt in a good mood. sigh.
feel that life so meaningless.
DROPDEAD~

hoho. alina!!!
you made my day!

arghh there will be event going on at mg this coming friday ya.
hmm was practicing my song recently at mg.
so pissed la got people choose same song as us. damn fuck lor.
hmm then don't know wanna change song not.
arhhh i felt that i sang very badly and disgusting leh!
sigh.

-ozukari samades-

haha just learnt japanese hoho. so interesting indeed! hmm hurrs feeling wurishides* oh.
wakaka but kimojiwalue* yea soso. laughs, well haven't been going out for days!
hmm? waiting for friday ah. hehhs. *bored
i'm still sick, urghhh, yi neh*
hohox from now on i will live happily, don't wanna waste my time on unnecessary stuff already.
yeah i want to be strong!!
no matter i'm facing what kinda obstacles, i will just continue to be strong!
*promise*
and, ya alina. what you said is quite true.
perhaps i should just try being with the one who loves me and not hesitate any further?
try*

an unrevealing secret*

someone won't ever knows this secret.
and i just wanna kept silent. *shhhs*
sobs cause i'm afraid to reveal the truth, *no determination*
i **** for him but i guess he doesn't know at all.
just simply hiding and hiding. don't wanna let the cat out of the bag*
haiss the one putting effort but ending up not gaining any single thing!
omfg.
should i just give up since he never knows?
*sighhh